Sometimes Life is Messy

My sweet hubby is very OCD about everything being clean, in order and in it's place.  Me I'm the creative half of this marriage, I'm not a slob, but I won't fret over something being out of place.  And as I am always telling him, Life is Messy!

I've been telling myself that the last 2 weeks.  Two weeks ago we had the back half of our house torn-up ripping up old flooring and installing new floors, great guys and they did a fabulous job.  But... there was dust everywhere, and my fault for not putting stuff away, but a few crafty projects were ruined with a layer of dust - life is messy. 

That same week I had my quarterly meeting at work, which for some reason always goes badly on my end.  I think I'm a nice person and can be pretty darn funny, but for some reason a person in power (not my boss BTW) where I work basically hates my guts and for some reason needs to empower himself at each quarterly meeting by screaming at me and belittling me.  I usually drive home In tears, this time it was so bad I was just basically in shock - life is messy.

I love my Etsy shop and the creative outlet, but as I am nearing my second anniversary of my little shop I have to sit back and reevaluate it, is it worth my time and the money I have put into it?  At this point I'm not sure what I'm going to do, I've made such great Etsy friends I'd hate to let them go.  But should I continue with a "business" that hasn't grown to what I had hoped - life is messy.

Life is messy but... I have a wonderful husband, a great family & pets, good friends, I know that I am better person because I would never be cruel to someone on purpose and now I have really pretty new floors!